is there freedom in desire? or do our cravings tie us? if we know where we want to get, are we constrained or do we expand? should i chase what i aspire, when i’m not sure what i should have? or do i listen to the world, and let it tell me what to expect? are the answers in myself, or does the mind seek what it can't get? i watch it travel down some paths that don’t seem to get anywhere.

maybe the body is the guide, or maybe sensations are just a disguise. animalistic drives make me feel more alive. so how to decide which way to go, when what i crave might make me break? sometimes it’s really hard to tell, if i should run or embrace such hell. is it an option to abstain myself, and let impulses sit on a shelf? after a while they might dissolve, and i’ll forget to yearn at all.